How many people have to die before we realise?
How many wars have to be fought before we realise?
How much corruption can we tolerate before we realise?
How many people need to be enslaved before we realise?
How many crimes do we have to experience before we realise?
How much violence do we have to witness before we realise?
How much hate can we bear before we realise?
How many lies do we need to hear before we realise?
Continue reading When do you realise?
It would be logical to say that a dumb person does not know he is dumb, because he might not have the intelligence to know that he or she is smart.
Does a smart person knows then that he or she is smart?
This would sound more logical. Because we see a smart person as someone who posses a lot of information and therefor we see him or her as intelligent. So off course he would know then that he/she is smart.
In fact I believe that there is no dumb and there is no smart. It simply does not exist. The only thing that does exist, is: Perspective. Continue reading Does a dumb person knows he is dumb?
Who else, is afraid to speak their truth like me? Who else feels not good enough to be heard by others? Who else disqualifies him/herself and undermines their own strength by holding back and making them self small? Who else has these urges to speak up in groups or on social media but is afraid to be judged by others?
I have been posting a lot here in Facebook and I even spoke in front of a camera. But sometimes I have these periods where I turn into my hermit mode and don’t want to come out, because I got scared again. It’s not even that someone of somebody said anything wrong. It is my own mind telling me lies. The fear that i’m not being loved or not being or doing good enough, are dangerous ingredients for the fear of living.
Often I write something and I find It for example not good enough (a mix of perfectionism + a low self esteem), or I tell myself that others are not ready for this kind of information. Or I undermine myself by asking questions like what is the purpose of doing this, what is in it for me? why am I doing this? And this causes me to go into deep processes where the universe shows me and reminds me exactly why I’m posting all of this stuff. I allow myself (sometimes i’m being forced) to look at these ‘dark’ (shadow) questions, because it teaches me strength, resilience, self love and to embrace my fears. Continue reading Embrace your fears and tell your story!
Last couple of years I’ve been hearing from people that i’m weird, odd, different, unusual, That they can’t put me in any box, that they can not label me with any label. It’s funny, because in the past I used to feel this way as well. Though I think I always could cover it up very well. In a way I must be a great actor, because I could fit into any group. I could be what the other wanted me to be. That is a superpower. But it is not so beneficial when it controls you, or better said: when you allow others to control you.
I always thought I had a sense of who I was, until I started this path of self transformation. It was my false sense of self that kept confirming that it knew itself. Where actually the real self is nothing like it. When you are just yourself, you don’t have to go looking for yourself anymore.
But I have stripped myself partly off my former identity. The core of who I am, is set in stone. It is unchangeable. But all that I was not, the false self, crumbled away. I had to confront myself. See myself ‘naked’. Over and over again. Because no, the process is not done and definitely not finished. But slowly, slowly, I get a real sense of what it is to be me. Some days better than others. And in one situation it is more clear then in another. It’s hard, It’s though, It’s painful, but oh God. There is nothing more satisfying to see yourself, as you really are. To see yourself growing into a more loving human being. To care less about what others might think of you and being less sensitive to their projections and opinions. Continue reading Be different, Be brave, Be your self
I do find it a challenge to talk about who I am with others. I do struggle to find ways to express the unusual things that happen in my life. Often I receive thoughts, ideas and realisations about things I could do to make this world a little bit more beautiful. Sometimes new ideas pop up in my head about creating pieces of art. I receive many suggestions, mostly in an instant, about life itself and about human behaviour. I see from some things why they are functioning in the they function. Often when I talk to people I just know the solution to their problems. I discovered that I am a healer too. With for example a reiki treatment I can channel energies that are healing for body, mind and emotion. But as I already mentioned. I find it difficult to talk about it. and to express these things. So usually I shut my mouth. Continue reading So… you write all these texts and publish them for your fun, but who are you men?
Listen to your inner guidance,
because that is your only truth
There is no other truth that can lead to your happiness, your freedom and your path.
Others can open new perceptions, others are there to show you what you can’t see
but they are never more true than your inner guide.
Who is it that provides you with answers?
It is you, in another form
How reliable is this guidance?
It is as reliable as you trust yourself in human form Continue reading Inner guidance
A bee is, whilst being
just bee-ing around
collecting nectar, because this is what he knows
this is how he is programmed
hopping from flower to flower
just being himself
living it’s humble life as a bee
all in service of his queen
During his life
the bee produces honey
not because he decided to do so,
But because that is the byproduct of his being
By taking care of the offspring of his queen
this delicious and sweet bee product is made Continue reading Be like the bee and produce honey
Today has been such a tough day for me.
From the moment I opened my eyes the following question hijacked my mind: What am I?
So many questions I asked myself during the last couple of years and so many answers came to me. I thought I was done searching and here I am again. I found a new question to seek answers for. Continue reading Love has won!